and when she speaks
Monday, December 06, 2004
It time for mi to let go of this relationship even through how much i wanted to cherish this relationship.He said he wanna us to be friends but ended up we are like "hi bye" friends. His feeling for mi had already gone and he must be happy without me nagging by his side. He had treated me so precious before but now i am only his normal friend i guess. My mum said i was too young to be in a relationship but does the adult know whats love at the first place? Its already been a month since i last saw him and i really wished to beat him up the moment i see him (if i really had that courage) I don know whether i still love him but 1 thing for sure there will be a better guy than him. I am sad but sad in an angry way i guess.. Well.. without him my life still goes on.. And one day i will find my happy ending.. I am afraid that i will faLL for him whom he is so good to me. Even through we did not get to see each other very often, we treasure each other very much. Being with him makes mi feel safe and happy coz we are FOC .. He is like a big brother to me and a gentleman of course. But i guess we will stop at this word call "friends" or "buddies" coz being with him will course someone to hurt deeply . Well i guess i am thinking too much about future.... time to return ..
her
FRAMED
BEAUTY
4:22 PM;;
