and when she speaks
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Well. its late at night, today juz had my rugby training..Don know y, i like the feeling of running in the field..hah....aa. that y i join rugby ba..It's been so many days since my brother is acting so anormal.. he didn't even speak a single word when he is at home.. He locked himself in the room .. i don know y.. But i really fail the duty of being a sister... I really feel useless sometimes, i can;t even take care of myself properly let alone my sis and bro.. I really wonder whats bothering my brother, when i talk to him, he just ignored mi..I wonder whats wrong with him.. I trust him that he will not mixed with the wrong gang course he is a sportsman so he should know what to do and what not to do.. Today i accidentally step onto the puzzle he gave it to mi.. the glass shattered.. Perhaps this is fate ba.. Feeling so sad for my puzzle.. everything he gave mi seems to either spolit or broken and this means that i should forget about him.. He should be enjoying his birthday now ba..But i can;t really forget him, he and i share a lot of memories and its not that easy to forget them all even if he can.. i need time to forget, but i don force myself coz the more u force the harder it is to forget...i know that very well. although we have our own lives now...hope he is happy even through i still hate him...I don know y maybe i still cannot except the fact that he left mi because he had no feelings for mi..but who cares now?
her
FRAMED
BEAUTY
12:20 PM;;
