A week is going to be over soon.. nothing special happen.. expect that there are some downs during this week.. Had been training these few days and i am aching everywhere but i don care, all i wan is just to occupy myself and let the time pass quickly.. I wish i had a shoulder to lean on, where i can cry and sleep on it.. Friends are indeed impt but friends had their own friends too.. They can't be by ur side everytime. Walking alone is really tiring especially when you already got use to have someone beside you.. Its been a long long time since i last cry, is it a good thing? Or i am trying to hide it deep in my heart and suddenly let it out..
I am so use to your accompany that i find it hard to forget u. I try to occupy myself with tonnes of things but only to find myself getting more and more tired. But i am use to it already, i can live my life to the fullest even without you. I find no reason to hate you but my heart still hurts when i recall the day you left me. Because of you, i can't tell what is love. But thanks to you i make myelf even busier and more lively i suppose.
So much people walk into my life, but who is the real one? I am very uncertain.
