Ok i am actually in class now. Everyone is rushing for their project but the lazy me decided to take a rest and slack a bit. I am totally too busy these few days. Training and projects is enough to crush me. Sorry guys if i don have the time to accompany you all.And if my mood really pissed you off. Sorry. I am juz a bit stress and tired. These few days had been training, karate and rugby. Finally get some slp . Don know for what reason, no matter how tired i am i tired to attend all the trainings . Maybe training can really make me forget some stuffs temporary. I am just sick of thinking things.
Love finds you. But i think its the other way round, isn't it? I am tired of searching, although i tell my heart to stop but it didn't. Love isn't a great thing, it is a very very great thing. A gal happiness depends on love. Everyone had the capacity to love. I don't have. I had nothing to make a person fall for me.I really had nothing. Falling in love can be easy, but can you really keep that guy's heart is totally too difficult. I had tired very hard but still it ended. To be frank, i never give up on love coz i believe in it. But there is a barrier in my heart which take times to heal.
Do you konw y i kept training? Coz i wanna make myself physically strong.Even if i am sick (provided i can walk and run), i stil wanna train. You can say i am mad but this is who i am.ha. I am taking care of myslf this way. I am ok with it. Anyway i guess i am old enough to take care of myself. I wanna rely on myself. I guess i am pretty strong in my emotions too.In the past i rely on him too much that i make myself weak.I am still trying tp be strong. ha.
Totally nothing to write. HA. Fate is a very interesting thing. H emay be noticing you all the while. But juz when u start to notice him, he is noticing someone else already. Sounds funny but its real. You always see people whom u really don wish to meet them. Ha.
Listening to mayday songs now. "Rang Wo Zhao Ku Ni" is the most touching song. So guys, sing it to ur galfriends. A very meaningful song. Not every guy can do that but there are still some who can do it. So gals don ever give up on love?! Tell that person u love ur feeling so she/he will never slip away. Always stand by that person when he'she needs you. Just by her side will help he/she alot. Sometimes slience is the best thing. "I rather i love the wrong one than never love before. " ha.ha cool right.
Shi ni . Ai ni rang wo bian de gen jian qiang .Rang wo zhao ku ni.
Off to do projet. sHIT. spent too much time on blog. Got to be killed by my lecturer.
