Ok why guys can be so into something that they can stick their ass on the chair for 24 hours?! They had nothing better to do?! Soccer Soccer is another thingy which guys can gave up their slp to watch the match. Why why why. I am not saying that they cannot have their own leisure, but y so into it that they can spent all their time on that. OK i am unreasonable. So whtat. who cares anyway.
I had tonnes of assignments but the idiotic me is slacking now. Hate myself. Nothing good .Only bring people trouble and more trouble. Feeling so shitty these few days. What is wrong with me?! Am i sick? I feel tired but i don wanna rest. I feel like brusting into tears but i don wanna to cry. I feel like slapping myself but i am afraid. Nothing good these few days. Life really sucks.
My heart have its direction. But the only thing is that my heart is moving ahead when i am trying to stop it. Useless me. I really don know what to do. I don know how to differentiate what is love and like. Feel like exploding. U konw what is the best remedy when u feel like crying? Drink lots of water. That is what i always do.
Seems that the god is making my life miserable. Nothing turn out to be good this year.I don really trust my heart. My heart betray mi. Thats whats i can say. When chances slip away, it will never be the same anymore. When that feeling is gone nothing is the same anymore. OK i cannot control my tears.Weak.
Who had spare a thought for mi ? I can be laughing and smiling with you but can you really feel the cut in my heart. I wanna prove to you without u i can be strong too. If i were to be given a second chance to chose whether i wanna be with you in the first place, i will stilll chose you to be my bf. But if i were given a second chance to chose whether i wan to know u in the first place, i rather not to know you.
