Well.. fianlly i am back after five days at batam . It is really a wonderful place. A beautiful and windy beach. Although tiring, but i really enjoy myself. Had been thinking a lot of things these few days there. The past relationship which i really dying to forget it and many other things.I sat at the beach and remember a lot of things. The happy memories and the sad one too. Facing the sea, i feel so calm and relax. That is the best feelin on earth i guess. I wanna to leave my sorrows and sadness bahind but i guess they juz hide inside my heart and never wanna leave unless someone really dig it out and throw away. Sometimes i still think of him.
I am a person who does not op-en up myself so easily. It takes time to really who am i and i guess thats my weakest point coz people find it hard to communicate with me. I don usually talk alot coz i am some how lazy to tok or explain anything. But i guess i muz change rite?! Some people really pissed mi off but i juz can't hate them. I don know y. I can have hundreds of reason to hate them but i can't. I wonder y. Am i too soft hearted?! Some how i find myslf a boring person. I don usually joke and fool around unless i am really excited or happy. I had difficulty to take the first step.
