After tat very day, i never seems to be happy again. Am i taking this too serious? I am really happy sometimes but sadness will immediately took away my happiness leaving mi no chance to be happy. My heart is heavy. So heavy that sometimes i wanna throw it away. It is full of things, memories and stuff that entangle me. I couldn't really smile these few days. I don know y. Like what vicki mention, just when u getting use to have that person around you, that person will leave u suddenly. This ind of feeling make ur heart feel tired. I need a break. A long one.
Looking at you, it remind mi of someone who hurts me . Although i say "no" but deep in my heart i know i am lying to myself.I tired to forget about him when with you but it just make mi unhappy. You are really a good friend but i think i don treat you as good as before. I know i am a idiot but thats me. I deserve a good scolding but my heart just does not seems to be with my mind. You were there when i need help and i sincerely wanna thank you. You will be my best friend forever and i will never ever forget you. Give me some time to forget him and let u be my friend not his. Sorry.But whatever it is, keep in touch.
Going off to batam soon. Five days. The load is already killing mi. Juz wanna tell you guys to take care and always smile. Will miss you guys alot. Angels, hope tue training will be a fruitful 1. How i wish i can join the training too. Hiaz. Everything is in a mess. Shitty life i had .
Sweet, banana, niu zai ku n ah boy n angels- Take care gals. MUACK to u. Hopefully i can bring back some stuff for you. If not.. a i also cannot do much ( this words are especially for banana.ha.). Knowing you guys is one of my greatest asset.Never really spent much time with you guys.ha. Sorri. ha.Hope tue will be a good one. Sleep well and smile when you see mi. opps.
Ah mun, KN , adrian and single club membees. - Yo guys.ha. take care ok. Will surely miss the kidds at the training. Weather damm bad these few days, N is alreaady sick so u all muz take care. Ok nag too much. ha. WAIT FOR MY RETURN. Got to create havao.ha.ha.
Lao da- hey. take care. never really contact u these few days. Too busy.Have fun in ur life and spent ur everyday with joy and happiness.
Got so many stuff to do. Sian. So late le. YAWN.. Change a new background. Not as saad as the last one. This one is coollllll... See ya guys!
