Well.. Feeling a bit tired and restless these few days. Wonder is my mind functioning probably.Perhaps i didn't rest properly. I couldn't sleep well these few days. I will wake up in the middle of the night felling energetic while my body is so tired. My stomach feels a little bit of weird. I can't perform well in some task which i am capable of doing it. What the hell is wrong with me?
I wasn't in a mood to smile or laugh happily. Wasn't in a mood to be crazy too. Wasn't in a mood to do anything. I was thinking a lot of things. Thinking about the compeition next monday. To be frank, i don't have any confidence fighting with those seniors. Although you can fight whatever you want but its juz scary to fight with those you never fight with them before.I am a very timid person. Lack of courage. I am also worried abt this sat touch. Hven been attending training this week, i am afraid i am not able to catch up and make mistakes again. Ok here i am worried abt this and that.
I am careless. Can;t even take care of myself. Always knocking onto things, especially my head. I never actually protect my own things. Always end up losing it or spoiling it. I wonder why.
Do you believe once the feeling of loving someone is gone, it can never be trace back? Sometimes when wrong decisions are being made, you will got to reget for a life time.You can't return to history but only can carry on moving forward. Its hard to find someone who is willing to love u and protect you.Wait wait wait. Waiting for a right guy to do the right thing.
Have you ever like someone but you know that it will be impossible for you and him to be together? U can only kept this little secret in urself coz when you said it out, it will only cause embarassment and maybe stop this friendship? Hmmmmm... love is so..
