Love is juz a word which can be found in almost all dictionaries. Whether its in oxford or cambridge dictionary. If you wanna find better word to replace it, you can try thersuras. You can actually buy these reference books in popular, Mhp and kinokuniya and etc. Crap. Isn't love a wonderful thing? I was alright juz now but hearing someone relationship falls apart, my heart seemed to sank alittle. After together for abt a year plus, this is the conculsion. Its natural to break off in a relationship but being the one who is being hurt is certainly an unbearable thing especially when you know the guy or gal who love you so much in the past now certainly don have any feeling for you. I thought love is a feeling which would last for centuries but i guess things aren't so good as you think.
Does people really think before they enter a relationship? Whether they are suitable and respondsible (not sex)? Is there any barrier you need to overcome after you failed your last relationship? So many questions to ask and yet no answer.I just hope all my friends do well in relationships and at least they are happy in it. I really hate to see a relationship being torn apart, seeing the one being hurt is an very torturing thing.
I get influence easily by things that can be none of my concern.I admit i don really have many good points but i am trying my best. I wasn't as good as before, i know it. I had changed but i wasn't sure which part of my personailty change. I find myself irritating sometimes, talking non stop and laughing non stop.Feeling abit uneasy today. I am a person whom if you treat me good i will treat you good, but if you treat me bad, i will try to forget how you treat me and slowly accepts you even through you hate me. That only appiles to some people.
Kind of feeling weird today. After that news, obviously. "cau peh" is not a very nice word to use. If you really mean it then you say it because i only hear this word when my parents agrue with each other. I hate this word because that is the word which started all agruements. To me, "cau peh" simply means you are so irritating so please keep ur mouth shut. So if you mean it then say. I wasn't very pissed off when i heard this but rather hurting. It sounds funny when you say it in a joking manner but misunderstanding often happens. I am quite stupid to differentiate between joking and serious. I am quite a dumb person as in i am not very flexible person.
Feeling really strange today. Scared too. When i see you guys spar, i am feeling nervous because i am afraid that you all will get injured seriously.Although i always bicker with you guys and never make any peaceful day for you guys, i really cherish you all. Every karate training, we went for supper and then talk crap. Expressing all my craziness and nonsenses makes my bad day turn out not to be a very bad one although you all did suffer a bit (i guess alot). ha.ha.
Angels, seven more days to our training? Yeah. Wonder should i be happy or sad? OPPS. ha.ha. Don kill me tang guo.
Sometimes i wonder if i will to die tml, will i be willing to go? I guess i am. Because i am contented with my life NOW and my friends around me who will always be on my side when i needed them. Although not always but i really apperciate it. Tonnes of spelling mistakes. Opps.i KNOW thing are hard to say. So i put a now. Of course, the stubborn me will not go away so soon cause i wanna disturb u all.ha.ha. I still haven go eygpt and africa. Still haven try bungee jumping a tonnes of extre things.ha.ha. okok i am crapping again.As usual.I cannot keep quiet.
