Hmmm.. life wasn't the same anymore. People comes into ur life and make ur life full of colors but they can juz left ur life without leaving a trace and make you feel miserable.
Sometimes, it is juz too hard to understand people. Perhaps i am too sensitive towards how other feel about me. Nobody wants other people to hate you yourself. But i am those kind of people who are lazy to explain things and then in the end , i make other peopple misunderstand me. I hate no one except myself. I JUZ don konw what is the right way of being a human being. You can't see a person juz by looking at his or her face , and even you konw each other, that does not mean you really know him or her. People konw how to cover up their flaws and hide their most evil sidee away from you. You don know when you will be backstabbed by the others and you don know whether what they say are really from their bottom of their heart.
If you hate me, juz tell me the truth. I can accept it. I know it is impossible for everyone to like oneself. But if the look of me pisses you off, pleasse tell me. Then i will not appear in front you anymore. I wanna make your life easier and maybe happier. I don like to guess other people's feeling about me, it is juz too difficult and tiring. Maybe i am sensitive but all i waan are friends.Not friends which i treated them like friends but they hate me.
Does look really that important? I suppose that is the truth. A good looking person will always be luckier than those who are normal looking. Y? People are bias, they treat people differently and some can even class people into different section. Life is really so unfair.
Ahggg.. something bad happened. I am still 52 kg! Trying so hard to eat less and eat more vegetables and in the end i am still 52 kg. Oh my god. Juz 3 more kgs i will be fat liao.
Have anyone drop their tears for you? I doubt anyone had did it to me before, not even my mum.
I had phobia going to school. Afraid of the crowded and strange environment. Afraid of going to touch. Afraid of disppointing myself again. Afraid of making stupid mistakes.
