I am just too lazy to do anything.
I doesn't seem to have motivation.
I feel like slacking.
But i can't.
I just have plenty of stuffs to do.
I can't wait for hoildays.
My mind is occupied wif so many things.
This tHUR story telling freaks me out.
I hate it.
I sucks at it.
I don;'t wanna study anymore.
I just hate doing things without knowing wat i am doing.
I lose all my confidence.
I feel terrible.
Sometimes u can joke with me but
sometimes you can juz give me your cold shoulders.
I don't know what happen. But i juz feel pressure.
I don know y this happen. Perhaps you r tired?
or sad? You can just tell me the truth.
You can smile to me but you can show me ur unhappy look
too. I feel like tearing myself apart.
Well. Offically it should be monday now. I hate monday. DET? How should i do it?
It was never been explained in a "simple" or "clear" manner.
Weekends are over. sO FAST.
Just wish to have more time with you.
Like weekends hate weekdays.
I like being wif you.
I can be myself.
I can say whatever i like.
I can scold whoeer i like.
I can cry when i am sad.
I can laugh like crazy.
I am petty sometimes,
but i don mean it.
It was just a joke.
There are some words best
express in words rather than
verbally so i write whatever i wan
on this blog.
I don't look like i am serious
in relationships but trust me,
i am serious abt our relationship.
I knew i am not sensible and forver like a kid
but i am willing to share your joy as well as
sorrows.
I always do the wrong things
at the wrong time and only you can tolerate me.
You give me happinest and i can hope i give it to you too.
The words you said to me always never fail to brighten up
my day and touch my heart.
Although i always tease at what u say but trust me,
i am really happy.
Oh no. I had written so much. time to stop. Feeling unwell these few days. So much air in my stomach. kept farting. Oh no.
I miss all my friends. Wonder how is lao da and siew yee doing? No news abt them. Haiz. Always MIA.