Assignments are piling up
and yet i am lazy to do.
i don know how to start.
feel so tired and uneasy.
I am so nt organise these few days.
Whatever.
I wanted to take part in the discussion too.
but my brain is juz not thinking.
how do i come out ideas when i can't think of any.
So i decided to keep quiet.
I feel so stress out when i am been ask to voice out.
i don know y.
I have nothing to say.
really.
not that i purposely kept quiet.
i hate myself too.
keeping so quiet during discussion.
how am i going to survive in the industry.
todays training is so tiring
but its time for us to be more discipline.
can feel from the others that they are disppointed for not
entering the ivp team.
actually i don really deserve it.
it really doesn't make any difference if i am or not in the team.
I am not trying to point my finger at anyone
but i feel that some of them is rather selfish?
i juz feel that.
maybe i am selfish too but i juz feel that way.
We are a team right?
i feel so annoyed when i don know anything or wat shld i do.
everyone juz kept doing their own stuffs without noticing that we are still alive.
haiz.
wth.
i am abit piss off toda.
A person personality is a crucial part playing in a team.
i tink .
what can i do tml.
maybe not be going karate.
todas training nearly kill me.
think of going out.
but wher?
