I regret.
I hate being a captain.
So many things to do and think.
And mentally torturing.
i don have the time to take part in compeitions or wat
coz i have really so much stuffs to do.
And to be frank, i am sick of taking part in compeitions.
Captain = more commitment and most commited.
iF i really got tonnes of assignments , i still got to go down.
Y ? Because i am the cap.
I am so jammed with so many stuffs.
Would someone be kind and take up the captain post instead of me?
With new coach , its another different story.
Standard are higher, expectations are higher.
Even more pressure.
But wat can i say? I deserve it. Who told me to join rugby.
I seriously miss rjccv. miss the days we play foolishly on the field.
Miss the days we play with no stress.
Y am i blogging even through i am so busy now?
Because i need somewhere to vent my anger.
I feel so pressure. Pushing myself to the limit.
Karate club com coming, malaysia and thai goju are invited so i got to train double hard.
Assignments piling up, because of trainings i am too tired to do on weekdays.
Rugby, if i don train hard, then how can i get better.
I am totally fucked up!
