Ok.
Thoughts run wild.
Juz had that weird feeling.
If i were to say this out it would be weird.
Perhaps i am too sensitive these few days so ..

I guess i need to love myself.

Some how karate n rugby diffentiate me from other gals.
I train from mon to thur.
I can' pamper myself to manicure or pedicure.
I can't go shopping during weekdays.
I don play computer games coz i really had no time to waste.

I had no time for everyone.
Now when i am injured or really stress , i guess i shall juz say it to myself.
Coz everyone would say " you deserve it"
No point telling anyone when this is what u get from them.
Sometimes i know i deserve it. I wanna be a spoilt gal too.
Complaining every scatches to my bf . Complaining every small little tiny injuries to him. But i can't coz everyone will say "You deserve it". Everyone loves themselves. It feels hurt when someone said that to you. All you need is little encouragment and strength from them but all you get is u deserve it.

It hurts. No one is going to listen to your same story everyday.

her
FRAMED
BEAUTY
12:51 PM;;