Ahggg...
I am so stress now. arhhhh..
CRAP.Tml i have lion red carnival and i am going to be crazy.
I got to rush down for national training and see those ppl agian.
I am sure going to die.
Nobody to blame except for myself.
Haiz. LOusy.
I need alot of money this week!
Poor me.. now seriouly broke.
my account balance is abt $50++
Thats so pathetic.
Aghhh...
I neeed money.
Sob Sob.
People always ask me why i attend so many training?
What will i gain?
I can't earn any money playing karate and rugby.
What will i gain?
I train and train because i wanna see how far i can go.
I knew its quite impossible for me to enter national team but at least i tried?
No regrets?
I am still schooling, still young so i am trying to do as many things as i wan.
I don wanna regret.
I train too much till the extend i neglect my studies sometimes,
which i think i seriously need to put my studies as priority.
But i just wanan play. train . fight.
I am crazy .
But i am the way i am.
Being a captain is a tough job.
Stepping down soon cause i don have time to commit to rugby.
Guilty but for the sake of the team, they deserve a better captain.
