i had been so busy these few days.
Mon to sun.
Everyday training.
From gym training to dojo training to skf training.
I am drained.
Lots of assignments to complete.
And i did craps for my EDS.
I totally hate what i am doing.
Haiz. Kind of regret.
It is not experimental at all.
And the standard of lecturer is so high.
I totally hate it when the lectuerer uses a kind of "you must listen to me" tone
EDS is not fun anymore.
Its our project. My project.
Yes comments and critics are welcome. It sucks . I know.
I am going to die in the interim.
I find nothing wrong for a lecturer to like a particular student more
because every lecturer will have their fav student.
But sometimes i guess things go overbard.
Even if a lecturer likes a student more, he or she must also respect the other students as well.
He or she should treat everyone equally.
Haiz.. sometimes i really wish i will nv grow up.
I don wan to be like them. But we are humans.
Sometimes, my mood are affected by what the lecturer say.
Yes AKF coming soon.
Representing singapore is not an easy task.
Having a national flag on ur gi is not a simple task.
I am so tired.
Training everyday.
No time to do my work.
i guess my results will be damm bad.
i AM SO TROUBLED.By training.
By eds. By all these modules.
i MISS touch.
I MISS the gals.
I miss my friends.
Sometimes i need ppl to stand in my position and think for me.
Understand me.
Know me.
Support me.But its hard to find.
Its not easy to train everyday and fnish up all the assignments on time.
Its really not easy.
I am just a gal.
rELATIONSHIPS.
i am kind of sick of it.
yes i admit, you will get lonely sometimes .
i AM SO scare to be in a relationship again.
I wanna go through all the things with you, brin gyou out of the darkness which u suffer but i just couldn't do it.
I am tired. really tired.
